It's been 8 years since you were here...

Dear Jerome, 

I can't believe it has now been 8 years since I last saw you. It's weird for me to think that I am now older than you were when you died. I will be 28 in less than three months. You should have been here for your 28th birthday. I did not write or do anything at all yesterday because I just felt sick-like and had pain almost everywhere. 
Oh, did I forget to mention that I am pregnant? I do not know for sure exactly how far along I am, I believe I am only at 4 weeks. I will most likely go in for my first ultrasound where we hear the baby's heartbeat soon after the new year. 
You would have made an awesome uncle! Rochelle is pregnant, too, but I'm guessing you already knew that. She is definitely farther along than I am. We both told Dad on Christmas Eve this year. I filmed it. Dad kept saying "itty bitty" over and over. Then he thought the Superman blankey that Mom bought was a poop rag. His reaction to hearing that they are expecting at least two grandchildren next year!!!  Of course Mom is so overjoyed! She's been bugging both of us to have kids, well now we're both pregnant! 

Rochelle already told me that if she has a boy they will give him your middle name of Anthony. Since Mason already has Jerome as a middle name, I was thinking about, if we had a boy, naming him Benjamin Jerm Weigner. However, I am really hoping our first born is a girl. I would love to name her Charlotte Leighton Weigner. 

Sarah was ecstatic when we told her the good news! Now she has a reason to go buy baby stuff! The boys are excited as well! Can you believe Joshua is the same age I was when he was born? Crazy, right? 

I am excited that I will be a Mom and an Aunt again in the same year! 
I would love to sit here and tell you more, but I need to get my butt in gear or I will be late to work. I love and miss you so much, Big Brother! Stay Chill in Heaven!