Hi. I'm a New Mom

I fear I am losing it.
My kid is a baby;
I hear his cries
when he is fifteen
miles away, 
sound asleep.

I have moments
where I break down,
cry it out; stress
my brains out. 
I linger in
the aftermath;
knowing I cannot
simply stay. 

I feel weightless
when my thoughts
are empty of anxiety. 

Being a mother is hard;
but most wonderful.